As time goes on, I become more sensitive to myself changing.She has a privileged job as a model, and in the past, it was full of her confidence.Every day was shining, and I think the treatment and reaction of the men around me was so fulfilling that I could see it.But when it's glorious, it doesn't stand still.Before you know it, you're already in your 30s.It may be an exaggeration, but I still can't believe I'm in my 30s.At the same time, I realize that my precious self-confidence is getting thinner little by little. "Ah... what was I like at that time...?"I have a boyfriend.Dating for too long.I hope you understand me well.But I think it's a big thing that they don't understand because it's too close.Honestly... lonely.As a woman, I miss you.I know I can't go back to my youth.However, as a woman, I want to regain my confidence.So please.Please hug me today