I don't hate my husband as a person.I think we are good friends.But... SEX is really painful.For a long time, I was excited to see intense videos like SM and training secretly.When I saw it, my dick ached, and I wanted to be done with it, too.Long before I met my husband.But I didn't have the courage to jump into that kind of world, so I put on a normal face and went out with my husband and got married.I was interested, but it was a world without connections, I thought that I would have normal sex with my husband.In fact, it was fine at first.But... it didn't work.Before I knew it, I started to wake up more and more when I saw my husband trying hard to make me go.I have to feel that I am doing my best, and I have to pretend that I feel good.I also had more time to console myself during the day.To be honest, I just couldn't stand it anymore.In such a situation, myself who rejects my husband, and my husband who refuses and doesn't complain.So… today, hold me so hard that I can't think of anything else.