I'm engaged to the man I'm dating now.She will get married soon...Up until now, she had lived a normal life, and her work and love life were going well.Even the engagement was smoothly decided, but to be honest, sometimes I wonder if this is okay.All my married friends have settled down, and if I get married, I'm sure I'll lead a normal, unchanging life.When I wondered if I would spend my whole life like that, I wondered if it would be a good idea to have some fun before getting married. I used to watch a lot of AV as a hobby, so at this time I thought I'd try it as a way to create memories before I got married, so I took the plunge and applied.Sex with him isn't bad, but it's kind of normal, and most of the people I've dated have been normal people, so I wanted to try exciting sex like being tied up at least once. .I'm a little nervous, but I can't help but look forward to what will happen today.I want him to keep it as a secret treasured memory for the rest of his life.