Two years ago, my dad disappeared. Her family soon became poor, and her mother, unable to lower her standard of living, asked me to sell my body, ``just for now.'' I think it's the worst. But I accepted. Because he was my only family. My first partner was my mom's ex-boyfriend. She remembers losing her virginity while being crushed by her fat belly and crying with her pain. When I gave her the money she had given me, she cried and said, ``I'm sorry,'' and she used the money to buy her beautiful clothes. After repeating this several times, Mom found a new job and I was able to get back to my normal life. You don't have to feel like that anymore. It's okay to be a normal girl. So I fell in love. Today was the summer festival I was looking forward to. I promised to meet up with my class and go see the fireworks. I want to wear a cute yukata and walk next to a guy I'm interested in. That's what I thought... ``I want you to spend the night with this person tonight, you know what I mean, right?'' Mom happily takes the money from the old man and puts it in her bag. ``I've promised to go to a festival with my friends today,'' I reply, and Mom laughs and says, ``You can just say no,'' and leaves the room. As I was perplexed and wondering why, the old man quietly approached me and put his arm around my shoulders, saying, ``After we have sex, you can go to the festival with me.'' She cannot escape from her mother's spell. A story about a healthy and pitiful girl who was taken advantage of by trashy adults.