``I was finally able to bring out my true self...'' Kobe's wife, a returnee who has both the free-spiritedness of a Westerner and the modesty of a Japanese person, is an escalating female who greedily seeks the next stimulating experience. I definitely felt that. ``I don't just want to have intense sex, I want to have really hard sex that will make my heart tremble.'' Four penises appeared in front of this sky-high desire and pounced on her all at once.