I don't want my true self to be known.she thinks so.Because she is very weak, introverted and ugly in her true form.She would rather die than let others see her like that.So she's armed herself to be seen by others by tanning her tan skin with bright hair and gyaru make-up and mending her appearance.So to speak, when she goes outside, she is in a fighting stance.Since she entered high school, she has developed this style.When she was little, she wanted to change herself, who she didn't like, so she decided to make her group a gyaru group.She remembers that her first words made her very nervous.This is the moment when the rest of your life will be decided.Her thoughtful words were very corny, but the group was unexpectedly welcoming.She learned a lot from it and learned to arm herself.She was told that it would be better to experience her first time as soon as possible, so she was approached by a stranger in the city and went straight to the hotel.It hurt, but the joy of being the same as everyone else was bigger.After that, she repeated the same thing almost every day, overlapping her body with various people, and further improved herself.Sometimes when she suddenly becomes alone, her emptiness wells up.I thought it was unmistakable sincerity and there was no need to hide it.But even so, she can confidently say that it's far more fun now than in the past.That was her identity and her will.She will never break this stance.The day will come when she really falls in love and wants to start a family.I have a vague feeling that, but I think it's good to think about it at that time.Every day, every hour, every minute, she's always looking for what she enjoys most.That's how she is held by a stranger today.It's a shoot that I can get paid for today.If you can get money with this, it might be a vocation!she thought so.