I'm a 1-year-old college student who has only dated one person, and I have bitter memories of trying to have a first experience with that person, but both of us failed the first time, and we broke up. When giving a blow job, she cares for the other person by asking, ``Doesn't it hurt?'' and is surprised by the juices that overflow. During sex, I strained and there were times when I couldn't get it in, but I did my best until the end. I cry as I stare at the condom covered in sperm and blood. You will also be taught how to masturbate, practice orgasm with your first toy, and experience the experience of orgasm. It's my first full day, where I experience up to 19P on the same day I lose my virginity.